Loneliness is one of the worst feelings in the world. It's the end of the year, which means that, after tomorrow, I won't be able to see any of my friends for three months. I don't understand how people do it so well. I mean, some people have to deal with this all their lives, such as those in the military. And on top of that, they don't know if they'll ever see any of their friends and loved ones again. And here, I've just got 3 months alone, after which I'll almost definitely get to be with everyone again.

I had to say goodbye to Aja this morning. I've been in denial about it for so long. The reality finally hit about 15 minutes after I walked away. It wasn't pretty.

This sucks.